This has affected me big time. I've gotten so depressed over this. Not a day goes by that I don't think of Anthony, and look at his pictures. He was my oldest friend, and pretty much the first friend I ever had. We have a Facebook memorial group for him with a bunch of pictures and I'm on there many times a day. Here's a link below if anyone cares to join the group. His family wanted it private, so just send a request and we'll add you. In Loving Memory of Anthony J. Ruggiero Jr. R.I.P. Anthony J. Ruggiero Jr. and John P. Kelly.